2021.10.20 01:38 cars4starters Genesis G70: Twin turbo the real deal #G70 #Genesis
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2021.10.20 01:38 actuallymulan Adam Schiff says he 'vehemently disagrees' with AG Garland on Trump - Business Insider
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2021.10.20 01:38 Esperaux Abolish Money
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2021.10.20 01:38 Stunning-Accident I asked a friend about their experience(long)
Is dmt a peaceful experience?
I know someone who took it and was so terrified at the start they thought of their mother to hold onto reality. They said that the "force" from the drug was so intense, they couldn't hold on to the memory of her any longer, let go and went forward towards this foreign presence of pounding, pure light and a deafening sound, and abandoned what they believed was the most loving, caring force in their world, while accepting their fate. the terrifying presence surrounded and enveloped whatever shred of their consciousness they had left.
In that moment, they felt a familiarity with where they were, like they had been there before. they felt this way and came to the realization that the same love they felt from their mother was emitting from this bizzare foreign presence, state of being, or whatever you would call it... yet it was unfiltered and unconstricted, boundless and infinte. This changed their perception so much it scared them. They said when the came to, they were crying tears of joy and awestruck by the experience. They remembered everything about themselves before the experience and after it.
(It sounded so intense, yet profound, and it was all in like 5-10 minutes.) I asked him what they learned from it, if anything, and it sounds kind of corny but they said
"whatever fear you have before you die will eventually leave you, and when you die, you'll be enveloped by a feeling of love and comfort so profound, you'll swear it came from your mother, or your mother came from it. Either way, every 'loving thing' in the world you can think of is made up of whatever this feeling or presence is..."
they stopped for a second and closed their eyes for a moment, then opened them again with a steady gaze. "If love is a force, i believe i witnessed its purest form, unequivocally, and i don't feel afraid of this world anymore, because whatever suffering i experience here will never match the love i will experience there, and it'll always be waiting for me. I don't have to leave this place anytime soon, because i can still find what i felt, in the people i love, and those that love me. It may not be the same but its enough to keep me here."
They took a deep breath and let out a shivered exhale." This life is a moment. Its like one single blink of your eyes compared to what awaits you." They smiled a big wide smile and said "huh...its weird...ive never been so excited to explore a 'waiting room' before. " They chuckled, let out a big sigh, and rested their head in their hands. After a moment they looked up and turned to me and said "But, i really do love being here."
The quote was taken word for word a couple hours after their trip. Everything else was paraphrased but pretty accurate.This was ten years ago when they were in their early twenties. Theyre still here and havent heard from them recently but last we talked they sounded good. Before this trip they were very depressed. They still are, but less so. They had 3-4 months of zero depression after the experience so I asked them what what happened, what kept them going?
They said "i'm still very sad but i remember what those 3 months were like, and i felt happy then. I knew what i had to do to feel like i wanted to to stay happy. I had to do what i loved. And i did that for 3 months. I did what i wanted when i wanted and showed appreciation to everyone i met along the way. I could instantly tell when someone did not reciprocate my sentiment, and stuck close to the ones that did.
I allowed myself to open up and i noticed how good things would happen when i would follow through. I look back and see that span of time as the most important time of my life. Only 3 months.
I first notice it fading away when my defense mechanisms started coming back, and then the thoughts associated with those started to intrude. I still was happy, but it became inconsistent. More things started to weigh me down. Life became about waiting. And regret. I stopped living in moments and instead worried about what ifs.
I worry about worrying. Its unhealthy. Im aware of all my 'faults' and try to fix them. Thats what i find myself thinking about. That im not good enough. And to be loved is a challenge. But i know its not. Its just becoming harder to truly love myself. And thats what frustrates me. Everything outside of the people that love me is working against me, and i dont mean literally, just that things arent as easy as they used to be...
So im discouraged, but i know i will always be enough. Its difficult. I try not to beat myself up, but its tough. Its a start though, right?.... If given the opportunity to have another 3 months like that again, id take it. No doubt about it. I'd do it in heartbeat."
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2021.10.20 01:38 CHARLES_DA_CUTIE Henry and Ellie ( the designation are kinda weird but hoped you like it and btw i came back to this fandom because i missed it a lot )
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2021.10.20 01:38 Travon666 M20 thoughts?
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2021.10.20 01:38 Bonaflde Join me on my journey to finish AMoL before the show comes out.
I've been reading WoT for almost two years now and am currently reading AMoL. It's been taking so long because I've been reading other books in between WoT books (unfaithful I know). Now I'm rushing to finish before the show starts; however, I'm a full-time student so I only get about an hour to read a day. Wish me luck. It shall be a journey but I will beat the clock!
(Currently 31 days before show releases)
Dovie'andi se tovya sagain!
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2021.10.20 01:38 Bubbliepink a worried nanny
Im a nanny for a 4y/o boy. Well call him “Tommy” His best friend is a 4y/o girl. We will call her “Sally”. Sally is definitely the ring leader! She’s spunky, adventurous, confident!!!, witty, fearless, a girly girl & energetic!
I just started nannying Tommy a couple months ago and Sally’s nanny confided into me that Sally constantly soils herself…as in she poops her pants…every day. I found it a bit odd since sally has been potty trained from a very young age. She is very intelligent and mature for her age as in she grasps concepts a child her age would have difficulty understanding. Every time we have play dates Sally and her nanny have to excuse themselves because sally poops her pants. This happens anywhere and anytime. To the point where her nanny carries 3 spare panties and 3 spare pants/skirts a day…
I asked her nanny if they have taken Sally to the dr, she said she wasn’t sure and I did not want to push so much because i don’t want to overstep. Until today…
Sally and Tommy live on the same block. In order to get to Tommy’s house we HAVE TO pass Sally’s house. Today we had a play date at a park. It was great and of course Sally had a poop accident. When it was time to go home Sally threw a fit about not wanting to leave (classic toddler behavior haha) sally and her nanny arrived home first so i slowed down to wave and say one last goodbye to them. Sally was having a complete meltdown (again classic toddler behavior) she didn’t want to even step on her drive way, trying to distance herself completely from her house, and through her tears and red cheeks she started screaming at Tommy telling him to ‘get off the car and run away with her’. She was shaking and pulling on her hair a bit, she was obviously in distress. (Reminded me of the scene of Jenny from Forrest Gump when she runs away with Forrest into the corn field ☹️) While all of this was happening it’s like a movie started playing back in my head about every single time Sally had to go back home. She never wants to go back home and always reacts in this manner. For example she once camped out of Tommy’s front yard for an hour after their play date was over.
I understand toddlers will be unreasonable and irrational. They don’t want play time to be over and feels like their world is caving in when they have to say goodbye. However this seems off. This is where I need someone’s else opinion. I feel like I’m being over dramatic BUT I worry some type of abuse or maybe stress/trauma is happening at home. Her nanny can sometimes have her head stuck in the clouds and I feel like she isn’t catching on OR she just doesn’t want to know what’s going on because she’s been with them for so long. It could be a medical reason like endocrosis (not sure if I spelled that right) but it’s just the emotional response she has is what worry’s me.
idk how to approach this situation. Any advice would help, ty!
TL;DR 4y/o girl has been pooping her pants and genuinely hates going home or be physically anywhere near her house; worried some type of abuse might be happening and don’t know how to approach it. Or it could be a medical reason.I just want to make sure she is safe emotionally and physically.
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2021.10.20 01:38 Transitionals Wearing socks and flip flops is super comfortable at home
Socks with flip flops is the best combination to wear at home. Socks keep your feet warm and flip flops allow you to quickly slide in and out of your footwear when you want to go from hardwood/tiles to carpeted area. Slippers or loafers is too much hassle to put on or take off compared to flip flops.
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2021.10.20 01:38 In_dogz_we_trust Just snagged these beauties on OfferUp!!😍 They should be an Alocasia Polly and Monstera Deliciosa. I’m quarantining them and will repot both after I buy the right soil ingredients. Also planning to add a coir pole to the Monstera. Any advice?!
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2021.10.20 01:38 laloeazy Miracast, HDCP (problem in the first comment)
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2021.10.20 01:38 Marimariel Really want to watch another race. It's been so long
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2021.10.20 01:38 EestiMentioned [/r/language_exchange] Offering: English, Spanish, Biblical Hebrew / Seeking: Hungarian, Estonian, German (e-mail/snail mail penpals)
2021.10.20 01:38 ValuablePermission54 don't disturbe
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2021.10.20 01:38 alphaaudrea Fantasizing about women
Does anyone else feel their mind hasn’t caught up? With prioritizing women in body, mind, soul.
Before I began my comphet journey, I was “boy crazy” and constantly daydreaming about situations with men, them being rough, them flirting with me, whatever.
And now, it’s like my mind still does that and it’s like no? stop? i have a lovely girlfriend whom i adore and i don’t want to think of men like that, especially if i don’t have to.
Idk if this is OCD, comphet, both or neither.
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2021.10.20 01:38 Repulsive-Fun-6395 Guilty Looking Pets :)
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2021.10.20 01:38 maxvideo127 Incorporación de mayores de edad al SAT
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2021.10.20 01:38 KurtBox18 Saurotron repost
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2021.10.20 01:38 Extra-Kale Professor Nick Wilson not surprised with rise in daily case numbers
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2021.10.20 01:38 PlayerFox12344889 Anything for Gyro
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2021.10.20 01:38 natorthat How comedically bad was your prom?
2021.10.20 01:38 jd80008 Safelife Defense Gear?
How does everyone feel about the lllA+ soft body amour, the concealed vest, the tactical vest, and tactical duty belt? Just trying too see others thoughts on this brand
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2021.10.20 01:38 JoshSimp96 I thought greedent was being released today? Also no new items or anything.
2021.10.20 01:38 Delicious-Cause-5119 [GMAIL] RARE LEVEL 43 /77 x PVP pokemon /139 x 100IV /1.6+Mil STARDUST /356 Legendary
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2021.10.20 01:38 Splays_ Turf Wars, Blacklist, Tournaments for FH5- Competitive End Game Content
| Turf Wars, The Blacklist, and Tournaments are all based on live racing competitions amongst participants. They are community ran events on a discord server (link at the end of the post). |
Turf Wars is a competition in which crews battle for territory in 2v2s, 3v3s, and 4v4s.
The Blacklist is a leaderboard of players who compete in 1v1s (up to 1v1v1v1v1v1v1v1) battling to stay on the top.
Tournaments begin with a large group of players competing in a series of races over time to determine a winner.
Unclaimed FH5 Map for Turf Wars
Sample FH5 Map with made-up teams for Turf Wars
In-depth details and everything you need to know is in the discord server: https://discord.gg/me7XM9aJME
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