Serious question for my hocd sufferers

2021.12.05 16:56 Actual-Draw5067 Serious question for my hocd sufferers

Hey guys so I feel I have been in recovery stage for a while now thoughts don’t really bother me as much anymore I can watch youtubers without feeling anything but there’s certain things that just bug me deep down I know I am straight I feel it I wouldn’t second guess myself because I notice when the thoughts are gone and I’m at a party I can be around any guy and not think or anything be drunk huh the homies and I’m with a girl and it’s like I want to be wi them let her sit on her give me a kiss type stuff while it’s all in the momment but once I get home it’s like i start thinking about what happen and I start second guessing everything of did that mean that this mean this blah blah blah at times when I’m beating my meat it’s like a little hard sometimes to finish like I’m looking at her or wtv and behind my head Its like what if it was a guy and I’m like wtf overall things are still not how they used to be but Forsure better I try to let them just pass but it gets times where I’m like what if this means this and that that and I start freaking out imd was I saw a handdsome guy no homo or nothing and it was I was tryna to see what would happen if I went with the triggers and I thought ied deep down I don’t feel shit but when girls it’s like on the fist glance I’m like oh shes pretty then it kinda dies out or the thoughnever having a family I’m never like come in oh are you sure but your gay or this and that and girls this m that something and the final thing I wanted to say is there’s times I can actually really talk to a girl and stuff and everything’s okay I’m happy then boom oh are you sure you like her but you don’t have feelings that means your gay then I’m like but she jus made me happy was I faking it? But it was natural and boom a whole other bomb exploded but yea if you guys can relate please comment b
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2021.12.05 16:56 JTJT94 How the Grinch Stole Christmas! (1966)

IMDb / Wikipedia?wprov=sfti1) / My Collection
Been a favorite since I was knee high to a grasshopper.
"Maybe Christmas," he thought, "doesn't come from a store." "Maybe Christmas...perhaps...means a little bit more!" And what happened then? Well...in Whoville they say, That the Grinch's small heart Grew three sizes that day! And the minute his heart didn't feel quite so tight, He whizzed with his load through the bright morning light, And he brought back the toys! And the food for the feast! And he, HE HIMSELF! The Grinch carved the roast beast!
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2021.12.05 16:56 93Sacrifice What 'actually' physically makes a guy attractive?

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2021.12.05 16:56 SoccerLiveGoals VIDEO: Juventus 1-0 Genoa - Juan Cuadrado Goal (Full Replay)

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2021.12.05 16:56 magnetbirds What small moments in JRPGs were the most memorable for you?

JRPGs, like… most stories, tend to have lots of important, dramatic scenes or shocking twists that leave your jaw on the floor. Moments that you instantly think of when a game comes to mind This thread is not about that. I want to know, what relatively unimportant, non-climactic scenes stuck with you for whatever reason? Maybe it’s an NPC interaction, maybe it’s a missable sidequest scene, or even a conversation or line in the main story that isn’t super crucial or dramatic.
For me I have to go with a scene in FFVIII nearing the end of the game, where you can interact with a scared small child in the marketplace in Esthar after the Lunar Cry IIRC and Squall will lean down and tell them that it’ll be alright because he’ll protect them. It’s a really little detail and very missable but I just loved seeing Squall’s character development on display like that.
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2021.12.05 16:56 efecan75 TheMoonMonsters are one of pioneer large #NFT drop with a 100% whitelist! 👇 The whitelist spots can be earned with activities but being an early bird or owning a #BAYC , #MAYC or and #CYBERKONGZ to give you a Pre Sale WL spot already!

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2021.12.05 16:56 EasternBlok Cowboys Stadium - Club Seats

Hello - Hopefully this is the right place to post this (if it’s not my apologies). My family and I are going down to the Cotton Bowl for UC vs. Alabama.
Given it’s at the Cowboys stadium we’re hoping to find some “family friendly” seats in that we’ll have our younger kids with us. My thought was the Hall of Fame or Club Hall of Fame. Basically somewhere we can have seats but also go inside where it’s quieter if the kiddos need a break.
Any advice is really appreciated. Go Bearcats ;)
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2021.12.05 16:56 Chinatown997 Does anyone have red wrapping paper? I need some to make the Christmas gift diy. I can give you bells or anything in return.

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2021.12.05 16:56 artificialterf Grilled lobster tails

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2021.12.05 16:56 JCFalkenberglll M18 Hellcat TD towing M10 ammo trailer. Phillipines 1945

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2021.12.05 16:56 AndreDaGamer Novmeber 10th, 2021

6:33 AM -Arcade Fire - Wake Up
6:47 AM -Two Weeks - Grizzly Bear
6:52 AM -Billy Joel - Big Shot
7:59 AM -of Montreal - An Eluardian Instance
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2021.12.05 16:56 shock1964 As far as you can see...

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2021.12.05 16:56 DrGilderoy Survey Sunday - Stalliongrad

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2021.12.05 16:56 tamken94 How "casual friendly" is this game?

Basically, I used to play WoW hardcore, but now I just don't have the time anymore for that. I've gotten to the point where I am bored with WoW and have been looking into a new MMO to get into.
I have some friends who play FF14. And they play a lot more than I do.
I'm just looking to have a good time, maybe do some dungeons, pvp a bit, and that's it. I just don't have the time for hyper ultra end game raiding mode anymore. I'm older and I have stuff in life that takes priority.
Mount farming is definitely something that I enjoyed doing in WoW.
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2021.12.05 16:56 poopoomaster19 Time to quit this shitshow

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2021.12.05 16:56 Mikkel14 Uhm what is this? I have never seen this

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2021.12.05 16:56 GeoffOnGuitar Commercial 2450 (NTL17229) Black Screen, I think it was after an update... I'm out of warranty :(

I tried factory resetting with a paper clip, but it doesn't seem to fix it. I know power is getting to the console because I can see lights turn on and there is a small noise when I unplug it while the power is on.
My warranty is expired. What are my options from here?
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2021.12.05 16:56 jisatsuwaifu Flannel season is my favorite season :)

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2021.12.05 16:56 Kinon1 Fear the aces

One time when i told my friend im Ace he told me hes afraid Aces and i want to know who else agrees with this because i think his reasoning is awesome: so he explained “im always thinking about perverted things, you are not limited by that you are capable of using more of your brains full potential. If aces decided to try a hand at world domination they would probably succeed” anyone else think his logic is awesome and feel its an achievement to make allos afraid. No? Just me? Ok
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2021.12.05 16:56 LivitaJ_ Company

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2021.12.05 16:56 Able-Cheek-2425 Fernanda Schneider e Vanessa Lopes

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2021.12.05 16:56 zzZZUEZZzz H:Caps or Flux W:Calmex , Overdrive ,Psychobuff

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2021.12.05 16:56 thelordoftherens Kamino Royale: He’s just a simple man trying to make his way in a high stakes poker game.

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2021.12.05 16:56 Shade090 HI DEV JUST A SUGGESTIONS.

1.) When joining a server in the middle of the battle, we should be able to choose characters and deck, not only when the match is over or when starting. It's annoying to have random cards, and it will never help anyone especially when running nightmare modes with randoms.
2.) Pressing E should let me drop whatever I am carrying (i.e gas cans).
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2021.12.05 16:56 Brave_Effort_4286 Thoughts? Bought a 509T from a man on Reddit and spray painted it brown (I don’t mind the color) for my M17 but threw it on my X5 instead.

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